once and stopped and said he would kick my ass if I said anything. As usual I keep my mouth shut so I didn’t get hurt and my mom broke up with him. Now that my dad’s side of the family has me it’s more worse. There so strict and rude.. I have to do everything right or I’m considered. A useless person. Atleast my mom and dad support me. But I’ve tried to stop myself from hurting myself a lot I’m just struggling a lot right now.. but all this time I’ve forced myself to not cry myself to sleep because it wouldn’t do anything but just have people worry about me. I mean for crying out loud I cried in my 3rd period class in 7th grade because of everything that was happening to me. It’s just that im tired of being treated like I’m some defensive idiot that hides everything.. Sorry if I made an entire essay I’m just really really tired of keeping it all bottled up.