I would love to go along with your script of throwing away the concept of love and guard myself against the fboys after being done dirty but sadly, I am a selfish woman. I have my needs and I can pretend nothing happened. I don’t let things slide away with no backups :((( I’m not sure what kind of a creep gets an ego boost for making a women feel bad by playing with her feelings and the audacity to keep tabs on her personal activity is beyond insane. But yeah, Narcissist is the word I chose for a reason.