Fucking hate myself I don't even know why I just can't come to like myself as a person and everytime someone else days that "oh but you're a good guy man" or fucking "You're reliable" I just feel nothing since I never came to love myself I also hate having to do shit like church work and whatever and it all gets worse whenever I make a mistake and shit I just want a fucking break man why can I not just love myself how do other people do it please help