When I yearned for that one guy for almost 4 years and yet he only used me for my body, I thought he would feel the same after all those years but still nothing. I dont know what to do anymore. I love him and only him. why cant I have him? I was willing to risk everything just for him. Right now, all I feel is sadness, betrayed and the loneliness I never thought would happen to me. Wasted my four years just for that guy.
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