I can no longer distinguish myself. whenever i have the urge to read, immediately grab a book, however, when i reach page 3 or 4, i will close the book abruptly because i feel bored. sometimes, my eye is reading but my mind cannot comprehend what i am reading. this feels like this is not me, because in the past, i would stay up until 4 am in the morning just to finish a book that i am reading. i used to love to read fictional books, romances, slow burn, but now, i find them boring, and that scared me, because i am losing interest to the things that i used to LOVE. what is happening to me? i am still a 20 years old college girl, but i feel like i am older than my age. my mind is--i do not know anymore