I don't know what to do. My parents found out I was gay over the summer and they took me out of my normal school and forced me to go to a christian conservative private school. They said the bible would fix me. I'm scared out of my fucking mind now at a God I don't even believe in. There was a teacher at my old school who meant so much to me. He was like a dad. It's stupid I know he had 2 kids of his own and too many students to ever care about me but I had been going through it with my own father for years and I hadn't felt like I'd had a real dad since 11. This guy listened to the stupid things id say, he didn't blame me for stuff like my dad did. he didn't yell. I wasn't scared of him. He made me feel safe. I left without ever getting to say goodbye to him, and I know I will never see him again. I'm typing this now because I just had a dream I met him again after months of pushing away all the memories of my old school and god damnit I miss him so much. I used to be something good.