for a very long time, i have struggled with masturbation. it disgusts me yet my body still makes the choice to do it even when i know it’s wrong, and i hate that part of me. overall, im a good person who does good things for other people, and i get told im very kind. but i can’t live up to that name if this is what im doing constantly, without control of it. i hate it. i dont know how to stop, its gotten a lot better. it used to be every day, now its every 3+ days. but its still eating and killing me. i dont want this anymore
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