I had this friend who helped me through depression and erased all of my suicidal thoughts. He occasionally swore or made adult references, being a 14 year old. Im 12. He also joked about being a femboy. But, when my parents found this stuff, (along with me calling myself a gay furry(nothing wrong with gay furries, just average homophobic religious parents)) they took away ALL communication with him and my other friends. They uninstalled discord. They took away my Xbox. Ive gone 6 months without discord and that goddamn Xbox. The thing about the Xbox is that I could communicate with people on there. Im pretty sure Im an extrovert, because I love socializing (Yet, if I say one dumb thing, I think about it for the rest of the week.) Anyways, Im at the point where I dont want to live but I dont want to die. I just wish I was never born, or born into a less homophobic bigoted family. I miss you, Marshy. So goddamn much.