I can’t take anything anymore! I just want to be normal. I have to hide almost everything from parents, siblings, and/or friends because I worry that I might get judged. If my parents ever found out I’m not Christian, and I’m apart of the LGBTQ and Therian community, they would go nuts. Probably try to disown me or treat me like my sister a “roommate”. I don’t know how many insults and them talking behind my back I can take, and they don’t even know that I know. I don’t know how many bad thoughts or thoughts of s*icide icier I have to deal with to go on with my life. I promised to myself that I wouldn’t be suicidal again. Not again. With the sh. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel lonely. Do I belong? I even hide anxiety. What don’t I hide from them? I don’t know anymore. Why can’t I just be myself..? And we’re not in a very good financial situation. Barely getting by everyday. I don’t want to ever move away. Not from my friends.