Im 18. I started getting grey hairs at 14. Solid white. I looked like the bitch from frozen. I dont remember the last time I wasnt in pain. I have a migraine right now, I had one 5 hours ago, I had one 5 years ago, and I'm probably gonna wake up with one tomorrow. My health is at an all time low. I cant sleep because when I close my eyes it feels like im in a rocking chair, but I haven't slept in a day or two. I cant keep food down, at all. It doesn't matter what I eat, I puke it up. Then my stomach hurts cuz I havent eaten, then my body tries to puke up bile, it hurts more than anything when it starts coming out of my nose. The walls are moving, the world feels like it's too big but too small and like everything's closing in but I also need less open space. If I stare at my walls I get dizzy if I stare at my hands my fingers get longer. Nothing's okay but every doctor says I'm fine. I don't wanna die but no one deserves to live like this. I just want it to stop. I don't wanna be sick.