I hate my life so much. i feel like no one ever notices me and my mom wonders why i have no friends. i want to end it but i also want to see what awaits me in the future. they say your teenage years are your best years, but mine feel like my worst years. my mom always sees my arms covered in "lines" and scolds me for doing it but never wants to help me out. and i dont want to go to the mental hospital, cause ive heard bad stuff abt those places. i just want to kms