im genuinely never going to be in a relationship im over weight ugly ass shit and my thighs are full of scars like I wish I could be in a relationship with someone but how the fuck would I explain to someone that I have problems that im trying to fix but just cant if. I dont want to get into a relationship where we eventually break up and then they just know all this stuff about me and then they could tell other people and what if i date someone and they use the fact that I cut myself in an argument or something