I don't know how to feel about the relationship I was in when I was 16[M]. My ex girlfriend at the time SAed me and it just haunts me to this day. I couldn't confront her about it because I was scared. I've gained so much weight from back then. Before I could confront her about what she did to me. I spoke out about how I caught her cheating on me, she broke up with me and was manipulative. This was my first relationship so I just said sorry to every message begging not to lose a her. She said she was going to ruin my life in those messages(because I caught her talking/cheating)if I spoke up about anything or mentioned her name and then she started to say I touched her online. She would harass the people around me so I could be outcasted but people already knew her as person. I'm so scared to even say anything or speak up about my situation. I had people tell me that her current boyfriend is too scared to leave her as well. I'm just scared to be honest, I shake even after 4yrs