I want to write. Maybe not books, just dumb blurbs and oneshots n stuff, but I just want to write. But it feels like there's this- wall. In my head. Constantly. And anything that gets past it is so fleeting. And it's not well put together. And I hate being perceived. Online or offline. Posting means that someone sees some part of you- your struggles, interests, etc. I want to, but I can't do it. It's all so terrifying all the time.