I crave a girlfriend. I always cope by saying "Young men shouldn't worry about this" or "I'm not stable enough for a girlfriend" but I just wish I could crawl up against someone I really love and who really loves me. This wouldn't be an issue If I was normal, but I'm disgusted by how little I talk to girls, I just don't know how and I think it's up there with one of my most embarrassing flaws. Maybe I'd have a girlfriend if I was less hateful, I try to love everyone but sometimes I blame women for things that I shouldn't. It's all so embarrassing.