these past weeks have been the worst. In school ive been failing math and getting bullied and i let my mom down by doing so. My friends from elementary wont talk to me at all ive made some new friends though. my step dad broke up with my mom and i miss so much and ive been clean for 1 year until i cut myself today im filled with regret because if my mom find out she will send me to therapy and i do not wanna go back. im trying to act fine with my friends but im just broken into pieces. im 11 and my sister is only 8 and dosent understand. im trying to act fine with my mom but sometimes i just wanna die but i dont at the same time i juts want the pain to go away though.