Why leave me if you're just gonna use me as a guinea pig. They haven't acknowledged my existence for three years, yet they talk to me all to test some stupid theory. They were my best friend, best friend in the whole wide world. We were inseparable. Until one day he just began treating me like a ghost. Now for some reason, every so often he'll call my name, "secretly" look at me. It's all just apart of him "wanting to see how I react". It's like he knows his absence hurt me and just wants to twist the knife. Maybe he still misses me and this is the only way he can express it. I'll never understand why he had to do it all on my birthday instead of communicating. We're about to go into high school. We share multiple classes. Why can't he hold the maturity to move on from it and just live our lives normally? Why does he have to continue holding a grudge that's already long gone?