it saddens me knowing how much I struggle mentally and the fact I can't ever truly tell anyone everything. Wether it's my mom yelling at me about my grades or my friends trying to ask me whats wrong, I just end up saying some lie to get them off my back. I've told my parents what's wrong with me before, multiple times, and they don't take me seriously. When I was in 6th grade, begging my mom for therapy or in 8th grade trying to figure out what's wrong, the answer will always be the same. "You don't need therapy". Now I'm stuck about to not graduate. My parents are still demanding answers for why I'm failing half my classes, yet there's no point saying since they've already decided I'm just lazy. They don't see that the messy room and lack of appetite were signs of struggle, they decided I was just lazy. I can't get the help I need because they've convinced themselves that there's nothing wrong with me. I dont want to be like this. They dont want me to be like this. Why dont they help?