AAAGHHH YOU NEED TO WORK WHY ARE YOU SO LAZY AGHHHHHHH LOCK IN LOCK IN LOCK IN LOCK IN LOCK IN LOCK IN LOCK IIIINNNNNNNN FUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK I hate myself bruh im so terrible and awful and terrible, everyone is so much better than me and I hate myself, I hate myself the most, Im awful man, I wish everyone would just, realize how awful I am, hit me and punish me to the point of unconciousness and I just. IDK got up wiped my clothes and just got better. I feel like I just need a punch from reality, wake up call of sorts. Dude, seriously, lock in. There's nothing but my mind stopping me my life is literally a mountain of priviliges and i'm throwing everything away. I want to switch with someone, someone who will use my life better, but I don't want to live someones life, I don't want to live at all. I don't want to exist, because I think no matter were I re-appear the problem is intrinsicallly myself, me. I'm the fucking problem. I won't kill myself, I'll make myself better. bye