My mental state has been getting worse to where u can’t trust people anymore and I don’t know who to believe if feels like everyone hates me and are ingoreing me my gf broke up with me a few days ago and now she’s dating my friend I feel like I just can’t keep a relationship with people it sucks she knows how people treat me she vented to me but with everything going on I just don’t feel loved or like I belong I want to Kill myself but I don’t have the courage to I can’t do anything people are making up lies and rumors out me it making me feel sad and they don’t know what’s happening I’ve been stressing I wish I could trust humans again….