My mind is a mess, I just wanna sleep forever. I can't handle pressure, I'm tired of socializing, I'm tired of being like this, I hate how I always feel insecure, I hate how I feel like I'm just a backup plan for everyone like I hate how I feel like my sole purpose of living is just to be a helping hand to everyone, I hate how I care and be worried at every people around me I hate how I always prioritize everyone first. I hate that I'm like this. I hate myself. Just when will this end?