I just feel like at school everyone just wants me to shut up, because I talk too much and people tell me to shut up jokingly but then I’m sensitive asf so I feel like I’m gonna cry but I have to be the happy friend so I stay quiet and I’m so unattractive and my voice is so ugly and I feel like everyone’s judging me or hates me and then I always have to hide my wrists because of SH because, as I said, I have to be the happy friend and all my friends don’t deserve me because I’m weird and shit and they’re all so nice and I wanna tell someone but I just can’t and in class we’re always getting in pairs and in some of my classes I don’t know anyone and it makes me wanna cry all over again because nobody likes me and theirs so much I wanna say but I always get so worried that they’ll get weirded out and I feel like an attention seeker pick me whenever I vent so I don’t vent and all my emotions r kept inside and idk bro I’m just so done and my text limit is capping out so yeah