why..why..WHY WHY WHY WHY FUCKING WHY!! why did you do this..how could you I miss you more than fucking anything and I'm sorry I should have been there but know ur gone I'm so fucking stupid!! if I had taken the sign's .. if I had noticed.. if I had gone on discord like my instinct told me to that night.. you'd still be here but ur not..and its my FUCKING FAULT!!!!! -signed sTaR