I am a frustrated lesbian trans woman; I don’t have a girlfriend, I’m not out, and a lot of things in my life aren't working out. Unfortunately, I’m addicted to masturbation; I hate my body, I find myself disgusting, and I hate everything about myself. I’m seeing a psychologist to work on this, but I wanted to share it with others—though no one will likely ever know who I am, since it’s highly unlikely I’ll ever come out as a lesbian trans woman.