I found someone new and he fell in love with me so quickly like the rest but now he's working all the time. He desperately needs money so it's not his fault.... but I'm still so upset. I can distract myself and wait for him to be in a better spot financially, sure. But I don't want to. I left everyone else behind because of this same bullshit. I'm sick of being pushed to the side. I want attention please give me attention please love me please let me be somebody's priority. I know I sound pathetic but I'm sick of being strong and understanding and choosing the mature thing to do. I wanna be the immature one for once. I wanna lose my fucking shit and take what I want. I'm sick of being neglected by the people I love and crave
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