I couldnt sleep had so much anger built up. Mom snapped at me for a second day in a row last night then blamed me for how I reacted that it's my fault I'm the crazy one. My fam seem unstable and mentally ill tbh. Despite the obvious other issues like the one is a drunken monster, trashes us then cries no remembrance. When I have video of how they acted and them cussing us they refuse to hear or watch it. Isn't that cowardly? Wouldn't you want to know what you couldn't remember if you did something drunk? I would. But ok. Ive received so much mistreatment and abuse it's unforgettable whether recorded or not. But I get called crazy aka gaslit for voicing how I feel over how they are and act and what I'm put through. Why just why ,sigh
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