I'm exhausted of living this life. I feel like every time I wake up in the morning is a failure to proceed with the day. Every second that spins, I feel the heaviness in me. I don't want to live anymore, although I am grateful that I am given a chance to see how beautiful that world is, but as I live this life, I don't know how to go on. I can't move forward; I'm stuck in the days when I realized that life is hard and frustrating, especially when you have no one to talk to. You can't lift the heaviness in you because no one is there to lessen the frustration you're feeling. I have faced so many struggles that I know a lot you has felt the same or worst that I experienced. But one thing is for sure, I'm not like the other people who can get through it. I'm not like those people who have experienced the worst yet survived. I'm very sorry if I am venting out here coz I have no one to vent out my frustration. I can't even tell the whole details here coz every word I typed is frustrating