they found out im bullimic and now everythings changed, she doesnt give me fruit anymore she doesnt tell me when to east or how much to eat, she cried when she found out and me being the shitty daughter i am didnt even feel bad because she went snooping so how is it my fault. babas kinda acting different i think matildas mad because im not telling her what happened when i came in and cried but have been saying stuff to pavi and i dont want her to be mad at me bc i like her idk if she was js being sarcastic or like acc mad at me. idkk i hop she isnt bc i like her. and they think im like anorexic. she wabts to talk abt it clearly but i keep shutting it down. i send her a picture everyday and acc im hungry right now and want to be sick at the same time its confusing. idk what to do anymore i think i shld js kms. akkas actually the worst remind me never to go to her for advice because she actually wont help you she will yap and send hour long paragraphs but wont actually help with anything