I don’t know how to stop it. I think it’s because I don’t want to. I don’t want to get uncomfortable, and I don’t want to change. Because it’ll be hard. And I fear I’ll realize too late in life. That me not doing it right now, is going to ruin me in the future. And it’s my anxiety that’s holding me back as well. And I have a lot, lot, lot of it. Since I was younger. I’m scared, but everyone is. And I just have to do it. I have to. But I don’t want to. I want it given to me on a silver platter, and be done with it. I’ll realize too late, that when I chose to stop being comfortable, that’s when my life should have started changing. It doesn’t just happen. I have to go through it. I have to endure it, what I hate doing, to get there. I’m hopeless aren’t I? I know exactly what to do, yet, I don’t do a thing. I need smaller steps don’t I? I don’t even know where to start.