i know i'm not the only person who's suffering in the world, or the only person who's ever suffered, but goddamn does it feel like i'm having the worst time a human being could have. i'm riddled with mental illnesses, health complications, friendship drama, familial dysfunction... i just want it all to end. i want one good day. just one. i'll be thankful for this life despite everything it has put me through if i had that one good day. give me that one good day. one last day.