i dont know how to feel like ugh i feel so unmotivated so lost, so behind, so lonely. i dont even know if these people in uni are even my friends anymore like i dont know. idk. i feel so left out fro, everyth, i feel everyone so actively talking to each other and going out and being friends and shit and im messed up. i dont even know anymore. i dont know if they hate me or are avoiding me. im just fucking awkward as hell and im trying but idk anymore i dont talk to them while waiting for class, outside of class, between classes, after class. i fucking dont know mans like ugh. life is so shti rn i cant