That’s it guys. I think I don’t think I can make it anymore. I’ve been through hell since the past few years and it’s making me mentally unstable. I’ve been taking meds for schizophrenia and it’s gotten worse. Plus, I’ve been doing hard d/gs which deteriorated the situation even further. I lost my friends, I lost my circle and I lost my girlfriend all because I have weird issues which can never recover. I’m ending it today. Ahhhh..the ceiling looks quite pretty, I won’t lie. I’m sorry Amma and Achan. I’m sorry for being a disappointment:(