i wanna cut myself so fucking bad even tho im only like 2 hrs clean and im so fucking pissed and frustrated. this day sucks. i first had a hard asf math test that i forgot to study and i was falling asleep while taking it. then i had a chinese quiz AND test and i forgot there was and i was super stressed. then i had cross country, came home, cut myself out of frustration, had to watch like 40 mins worth of abuse and sex ed vids. then i got grounded then grounded again because of my brother. and now i still have to do my hw. ik im overreacting and its not that bad but im just rlly stressed and frustrated rn im sorry. i just wanna sleep. -io