Just a lot of shit to burn off - can't do shit without money, can't get money without work, don't want to work because of small insignificant fears, the only way to bypass these fears is to do shit. Cycle repeats ad infinitum. Like God, I fucking hate just about everything. Shits me to no end and I'm tired. I hate when it feels like everything and everyone is better than you. It's like... I'm just about done with it all. Yet with my situation, got no one to blame but myself. That's what it feels like. And it makes you feel like everything wrong with everything around you is your fault.