Having an episode so... I'm lucifer, I have 11 siblings, I'm in the adult industry, and I'm only 19. My stepdad raped me at 11, I couldn't prove it until 18. I wasn't happy for seven years. I was extremely depressed, I've gotten raped three times by multiple people. And I had a stalker, one that came in through my window when I was 15, tied me to my bed and raped me, I was left there for hours after she left, and It was humiliating when my mom came in, most of these people are in jail now. Thankfully, and I'm also a masochist, meaning whenever I cut, I cut deep, and hard, I have very white scars on my arms that I cover with makeup, and thank my best friend kaito, she's amazing and strong, we've been through so much together, and she was always there for me. Kaito if you EVER SEE THIS, I love you so much, and I always will, even if I'm dead. Até que a morte nos separe, eu te amo, Kaito, com todo o meu coração e alma, você me mantém viva. Você é forte e corajoso, nunca desista.