I used to be good at school. And now I suck. and its all the classes that I actually need to be good in because they're for college. I could've taken easy classes for my senior year. but I chose not to and now I am failing. my parents say they dont mind as long as I'm doing my best. and I am but it just isn't fucking good enough and I hate it so much. I know I have time to fix these things but its making me so mad because I was supposed to be the smart one and now i'm not and what am I if not smart? A fucking failure