I started watching gore because my family makes me really angry to where I want to hurt myself and them. I turned to watching gore to get rid of anger. It's starting to affect how I think of people, but it 'works' for me. I don't feel angry after going on a shock website. It feels wrong for obvious reasons, but deep breaths and sensory grounding just don't cut it. I want to talk about it but talking about it earlier just made me mad again, so I come here to post it anonymously.
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