When I was 12 I got sexually assaulted on Halloween and im scared no one actually believes me, I have severe ptsd and it made me aroace, I can’t feel attraction to people anymore, and I can’t dress how I like to anymore im so scared it will happen again. I’ve been SA’d three times in my life and im a guy. I thought that didn’t happen to boys, they said it didn’t happen to boys but now I can’t sleep at night because I feel all of their hands all over my body and it’s so awful I hate feeling weak like this I wish I could say anything. I feel so worthless around the only people I can trust not to do something like that to me and around everyone.