im sorry. im sorry i wasn't a good kid im sorry i wasn't a good life support im sorry that i couldn't keep this up until my 18th birthday so you could watch me blow out the candles. but i did all of this for a reason. you became an alcholic which you already were. ______ was a good friend but she reminded me how worthless i am and how she deserves so much better _____ was the third most important person in my life. i wish that i wasn't like this so me and her could be how ever the fuck we wanted too. i wish i could have kissed her while i had the chance. i wish i could have reached out before things got this bad i wished somebody noticed. the people who did notice cared but they weren't ____. they didn't tell me that they wouldn't let me die they didn't tell me that my life was worth fighting for. at my funeal please invite _____ , ______. and play the eared robot. please do not invite ____. he made my life a shit show.