What will my brother grow up to be? I genuinely can't see this heartless man grow up to have any close friends, any good jobs, I can see him having a criminal record or being creepy towards women in bars, threatening them. I can see all the signs of that when he treats me like trash, like a tick to be squished. With a laugh and a wide smile he told me that he wished this year on a shooting star for me to die soon. I'm pretty sure I've said that here before, but it still lingers on my mind. I've not said that to anyone. But he continues to threaten me. I wonder how my parents would react if they knew that they let him get so severe towards me that he caused me to almost attempt once. And I just know the satisfactory feeling he'd get from hearing that.