I've always been happy in my own company, but recently I've been feeling more and more alone. I find it difficult to let anyone in after being betrayed so often. My trust in the fairer sex has been shattered what may be irreparably. How do some find it so easy to betray the one they're supposed to love? The one that gives them everything they need, and pretty much whatever they want? I'm not a violent man, I've never struck a woman, I don't raise my voice in an argument. I'm not perfect, far from it: I'm getting older and stuff hurts that never used to, so why is it hard to open up?