I'm 14 and a freshman in high school now but I genuinely can't go to school. I have like crippling anxiety and depression and it's so hard to just make myself go to school. I feel like it's not that complicated and I should just make myself go and my parents are always like "if you want to go to college and do everything you want to you have to go to school" and I'm like I know but I literally can't. Everything feels completely pointless like I probably won't be able to go so like what's the point of anything. I also hardly have any friends and I just moved to a new school anyways. My friends don't text me much outside of our group chat and I'm so awkward and shy that I can't talk to anyone new. I literally feel like nothing matters and I'm not gonna make anything of my life. I know my parents are struggling and they feel like its their fault and i know they are disappointed.