I feel like everyone expects too much of me. Friends families always ask me what I'm doing for school and I have to say I haven't started yet because I burnt out, but in reality I just don't think I want to go anymore. My family wants me to be perfect about it too and my mom wants me to "do something" but every time I wake up I just don't feel good anymore. I've been sleeping at later times every night, my head hurts, my body hurts and my friends are taking notice and it's getting bad. No one understands that I am forever depressed even if I'm happy for a moment. I can't express that either otherwise it'll turn into something stupid with 90% of people I know. I just wish everyone wouldn't expect so much from me, I'm full of dreams, but I'm not ready anymore, I just graduated high school and yet I'm supposed to have it figured out?? It's getting harder to live.