I feel like a failure. I’ve always felt this way. It’s like no matter what I do to try to better my life, I always wind up right back where I started. I tried to take driving classes to get my license, but ended up failing because I didn’t practice enough. I went to community college for one semester just to drop out because I failed majority of the classes I was taking which were seven, I don’t want the military a.k.a. the Navy, just to get kicked out because I didn’t know how to swim and refused to be taught. I can’t get a better job outside of retail or fast food, because in order to get a good high-paying job, you need to be reliable. And in order to be reliable, you have to have consistent transportation which is something I don’t have the fact that I solely rely on Uber and despite the fact that there are two cars in my household, the only person that can drive said cars are my mom and stepdad who straight up refused to drive anybody anywhere if it doesn’t benefit them, so yeah.