I got terminated from an internship I loved doing. I asked questions, I paid attention and I fixed the mistakes I made. Literally 2 and a half weeks after I started, an HR person told me to meet in her office and told me that I wasn’t a good fit. I did everything I thought a good person did. Everything mattered to me until it didn’t. The world doesn’t give a shit whether something bad happened to you. Why do I have to be here? I’m going to experience something like this again. I can’t hope, I can’t find meaning because I know it’ll be fake bullshit I made up for myself. I just want to cry, crying about it is meaningless. But I want to do it anyways, it proves I’m still here, that I still think it’s unfair.
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