I’m so easily unsatisfied with everything. I achieved something? I hate it even more. I enjoy a game? I’ll delete it in less than an hour. When information isn’t accurate or the details are off by one word, I’d lose my mind. I need to make sure every detail is accurate with evidence that is absolute. I can’t have conversations with people. I’ve realized my views don’t align similarly to anyone I’ve met. It gets worse knowing we could be so similar, but one detail throws it off completely, and I will immediately view you differently. I don’t understand why I do it. I dislike getting advice or encouragement. Once again, in my mind, I already know that. I already know what I have to do, say, and act. Please don’t tell me anything. I’ve figured it out. I hate this mindset of mine.