i have a crush on a online friend. we talk almost constantly and i hate how i feel about it. cuz we roleplay together and have fucking so much oc yaoi and i get major jealous when this ONE person roleplays with him and its just cuz i know theyre close and also talk about similar stuff that we do but im closer to my friend than they are lwk. we call a lot and they make me laugh and giggle and blush and we share way to much stuff but he's got a major crush on his ex and theyve been flirting again and talking and because they know eachother irl im like. yknow what i guess i just gotta dye CRINE. talkin bout how he's touchin him and like being like "he said im easy omg im so down bad" and i read allat and was like ugh. also cuz we have a 6 hour difference im just like UGHHHH i wanna live where i lives so badly. idk its a stupid dream but like i once i get a job i wanna maybe pitch saving up enough money to take a trip over. idk thats dumb right? ugh i hate this all FUUUUUCK kms