I'm only in the 6th grade but have considered killing myself, I haven't been sleeping and now life feels like a dream and everything feels slow, I'm present in a moment but if you ask me in two hours what i did I wouldn't have an answer. I hate myself I and my mom is the worst who did check in on me but I could tell I had to be fine even if I wasnt. and now she only cares about my grades and she keeps saying I'm getting an attitude with her and I'm close to giving up on even trying to be having a personality and just slowly fading away
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