Rant #26511

I am trying to be better. I am trying to get rid of that shitass version of myself. I've been trying for years now but how could I when nobody would listen to me? When nobody would help me? I know I need to help myself and I'm trying. I'm doing my best but could you just stop with the guilt tripping like the people around me aren't constantly putting me down? Including you even if you're my best friend.