i have people around me but i feel alone. is it selfish of me to think that? there is people that say they love me but no one knows whts in my head no one knows who i truly am and no one could love a person who thinks the way i do. my mind feels like a prison and i am in a meatsuit that i hate. i have a brain that i hate and i have a soul that i hate. how do you live when all you feel is hate. i can be happy when i am around people but when i am alone in my room and in mhy thoughts i get so hateful and lonely and sad . how can i find the source of my sadness when it is everywhere in me?